views - Challenge Title: Nightmare
Author: Yuki
Pairing: SK / EC
Rating: PG
Content: Etienne is plagued by his subconscious ...
Disclaimer: This story is pure fiction and I make no money from it. The reactions and actions of the protagonists do not correspond to reality.
Warning: Slash - do not like, do not read!!
Note: "
smile is the most elegant way to an opponent's teeth show ." (Werner Finck); "
Imagination is more important than knowledge because knowledge is limited ." (Albert Einstein)
Nightmare "Life is but a dream, when you stop dreaming, you can hear on live." (unknown)
blue. Nothing had more meaning out of this deep, bright blue, which attracted his attention magical. He sank more and more in this endless depths, so that he threatened to drown in it. "So beautiful." Whispered He reverently, as he slowly approached the object of his desire. The environment disappeared under a dark veil and the time seemed to stand still. In the perfect silence he heard only his own faltering breath, and his raging heartbeat, which he seemed to throb unbearably loud. The blood rushed through his ears, his hands trembled and every fiber of his body was apparently stretched to the breaking point. He approached his opposite number in slow motion, causing a pleasant tingling sensation in his stomach. Gradually the outlines were visible. So far he had come before. "Now there's no turning back." A little voice whispered in his head, he immediately suppressed. He did not return. Not after he had dared so far ahead. With great difficulty he could solve his eyes from the dark blue eyes to look at the increasingly become more visible and distinctive facial features. His eyes remained attached to the full, soft lips curved, which drew from him a yearning sigh. "Simon ..."
"Simon? What the hell ...?!" rubbed with painfully distorted face Etienne in the back of the head, and he stared rather Disoriented by the area. Where was he? Blankly he looked at his surroundings, which he seemed quite strange at the moment. His blurred image is sampled on the dusty Floor remained edgy and on a chest of drawers hanging with his head apparently just made the acquaintance had, as the painful throbbing testified behind his forehead. His hand groped already a bruise easily, as he struggled with the blanket that had wrapped around his legs, utterly fearless. Cursing softly, he tried to escape by wriggling uncoordinated while to touch the switch on the bedside lamp. The dim half-light in the room and its ease of myopia were of no great help to him, so that it eventually took a considerable time until it was lit up in his bedroom. Through the glasses he happily on the light switch next to the Bedside table was found, he now looked to him in detail the scenario manifesting itself. "That can not be true." Shaking his head
he considered his own bedroom. Everywhere were the clothes strewn around his bed and looked not much better. The sheets were rumpled bed and blanket and pillow were lying on the ground where he himself had also found a few minutes. Eddy was completely finished on the bed, where he observed shivering that his upper body covered with a light film of sweat was.
"Again this dream." Sighed the young man thought back to the last moments of his troubled sleep. For weeks he was no real sleep at night anymore, because they constantly haunted by his dreams, stranger. Every time they kindled in him a deep longing, and that overwhelming desire for closeness and security. More sobering and unsatisfactory was waking up after the dream, because he never had been able to identify the person. He was indeed always closer, but prevented the awakening that he was the mystery to the track.
usually measured Etienne dreams no great importance, but after he was pretty much every night haunted by his subconscious, he slowly began to doubt his conviction. But that was all irrelevant now, because of the dreaded but secretly longed for the moment had come. "Simon ... Why just Simon? ", Forehead wrinkles mused thoughtfully placed the blond about these surprising findings. Yes, he felt lately somehow lonely and unhappy, but that did not but that he longed to kiss Simon. Or? On the other hand, this dream but had to have some deeper meaning. "Maybe I am in love with this chaotic?" Decided Eddy shook his head. "Aw, crap. This may not be true. "Still doubting he grimaced, he said the pleasant tingle, what is the thought of his dark-haired friend involuntarily in his belly was wide, trying desperately to ignore.
"Oh, damn! This has all but meaningless. I have to distract me. "Etienne was vigorously from his bed to do what he did every night recently, the need to not fall asleep again and dream. He turned on his laptop in the living room and made himself comfortable on the couch with a cup of tea to surf the web. Disillusioned, he noted that it was only 5.21 clock and he had yet a lot of time he spent in the vastness of the World Wide Web would.
"Oh, my God!" Was all that resulted in the young man, after the first few Lines had read. Actually, Etienne had always believed that he had in internet idiocy seen it all, but that was just incredible.
"Simon groaned at the thought, in Nils' penetrate." the sentence he had read several times to actually understand the content and process yet. He landed on a site that Giga - Fanfictions had to content. And not just any stories have appeared here, but Slash - Stories. His thoughts and feelings about beating him when he "views" hastily read. "So that's probably ..." the otherwise troubled man lacked an exception, the words and he did not know of what he Tories should keep these fans. At first it was strange and shocking, to read to that network reporters were among verkuppelt. Above all, Simon seemed to have done to the authors. "Arrgh, dammit!" Mental Eddy gave himself a hefty slap. "He's not my Simon!
order not to remain in his own muddled thoughts sink, he read and remember more stories without realizing it, he devoured fascinates one by one. Some were serious or syrupy, others sad or funny. It was amazing what had these girls for a colorful imagination. Because it is clear here merely to be fantasy, he realized after a while. He took the matter not so serious as in the beginning because he was now safe. "After I grow up." He thought, and he unconsciously every story with the pairing Nils / Simon gritted his teeth. The days went by
and Etienne was still plenty of bleary-eyed to work, which acknowledged his colleagues with anxious eyes, which ignored the eSports stoic. Above all, Nils was concerned because he obviously Eddy left the road. "Hey, Eddy. Is everything okay with you? ", The concerned registered PCler the deep circles under the eyes of his friend. "I do not know what just came on the up." Was the pointed response, by Etienne an angry look even more expressive power conferred. Annoyed, he left the mask, which he paid tribute to Nils and the Simon also present no further look.
"What has he got? I've done nothing to him. "Saddened and looked inquiringly Nile to the host. "Oh, but you know Eddy. In the last but even a trifle, so he changes his mood 180 degrees. "Encouragingly patted Simon on the shoulder and the other was the empty Esportsstudio Etienne.
He himself does not believe what he had just said. "Eddy. What's wrong with you? "Worried Simon thought of his friend. Previously they had always tell everything, but now, the increasingly busy man locked and that made Simon very worried. Etienne apparently seemed to torturing something, about which he could not or would not speak. Simon had no idea how his suspicions were close to reality. The e-athlete was actually tortured - by his own thoughts, feelings, desires and fears, all reflected in his recurring nightmares. Although he dreamed every night something different, but one had all the dreams together. It was always about Nils and Simon - Simon's. The thought that the two feelings for each other should have made him sick, and corroded inside him. Since joining the Stories Slash had read, his perception changed completely and he measured each of the two banter during the show with a meaning. Suddenly, every gesture could include a tender message and it made him just crazy.
Embittered Eddy stared at the screen of the studio computer where it flickered orange-gray. Again a new story - again Nils / Simon. "I can not stand it anymore." Whispered the man quietly. But not quietly enough so that Simon, who was leaning against the door, heard him anyway. see "Oh, Eddy ..." the other as desperate, and let the dark-haired anything but cold. He suffered with his best friend, for whom he really felt so much more than just friendship.
"Then Simon began cautiously with his tongue Nils' mouth to explore. If their tongue tips touched through him an icy chill. ", las Simon, who had crept silently to Etienne's chair and now unnoticed by them stood behind him. "Is that it?" Shocked Eddy pulled his head up and saw Simon, who had bowed his head and looked at him with raised eyebrows the page. "Simon! Will you kill me? Anyway, what you have lost here in my studio? "Caught Etienne immediately went into attack position, while Simon urges him in the eye and mounts a response. "For one, it's not YOUR studio and on the other hand I'm worried about you. I just wanted to see you and ask if you need someone to talk to. "
Etienne had made the mistake and in Simon's eyes looked as he had listened to the pleasant deep voice so that he was now unable to answer. "Oh, Simon. I do not just talk to you. "He thought wistfully. "Hey, Eddy. Are you all not good? Are you worried because of the fanfictions? ", Carefully put his hand on Simon Eddy's shoulder. "What? What do you mean? "Looked confused the end of the seat large, masculine hand on his shoulder. Even with the sweater he felt the heat, which apparently burned into his skin and a good rain shower came over him. "Oh, the stories. You know that? "From another for the moment he was back in reality, which begat his incredulous glance.
"Yes, I'm nervous before while NEN get link." Admitted Simon. "I did not know how I should behave. So I keep's first for me and no one said anything. It's basically not even worth mentioning. All fiction, "he added with a how Eddy found, add stunning smile. "That is, it bothers you do not? "asked Etienne amazed. "Yes. Does it bother you? "" Yes ... no ... maybe ... Oh, I do not know. "Disoriented he looked down and nibbled on his lower lip about what Simon acknowledged with a gentle smile.
"He's cute when he is uncertain. Maybe I should ... "With a swift movement Simon grabbed the mouse and clicked around on the site. After several attempts, he had found what you need.
"He pressed hard against the wall Eddi and pressed her lips together. When Simon slid his tongue over his lips, his colleague, Etienne willingly opened his mouth. They solved the passionate kiss only when they were dizzy from the air stop. " he breathed gently into Eddy's ear so that it could feel Simon's lips. He was hot and cold at once, as he closed his eyes and relish Simons lips wandered down his neck. "
" I love you "he whispered. A beaming smile was given him. "I love you too, Etienne" , "the next cut, the Simon was quiet read. He tenderly embraced her from behind Eddy. "In some stories can even put a grain of truth, Etienne." He whispered.
Etienne felt that the chair Simon to be turned and slowly opened his eyes. Blue. Nothing had more meaning out of this deep, bright blue, which attracted his attention magical.
Because sometimes dreams come true yet.